Monday, December 24, 2007 @ 11:09 PM
Read something from Jesica's blog, its sooooo super duper sweeet. I totally feel the same way too. hahha. Thanks for the post Jes. I love you! and Wendy and Christina, foreverrrr. hahah. ^^
i just went home, reached home after going out with xuan and chris... hmm... how do i start.....
i don't know if God had planned this... but my brother ended up going home and my sister and ervina parting with us and my mum and aunt going out.... me, xuan and chris were left alone and went to coffee bean....
after deciding to use all the coins that we have.. (maybe not all) and ice blended or not, mocha or not, we bought one ice cafe latte and sat down... we started reading a book... and after that we naturally started talking about the Gan Eng Seng School life we used to have.. then primary school life then..... we talked until late.... 9+pm...
staying at the cafe for 3+hours just with an order of $6.90 ice latte, it must be making the shop tenders mad... but.. we talked happily....
and when we were talking... there was once or twice when a thought of something missing comes to mind... wendy is missing.. i thought, how great it was if the four of us is here....
then.. i felt the pain of those whose memory cannot last long... on the bus on the way home... i thought... maybe, this is why people with short term memories cry and feel hurt and.....
honestly, i couldn't understand why must they cry over leaving out the memories they had... or when movies show tears and etc just because they couldn't remember any longer.... and sometimes, i even thought, wouldn't being able to forget about painful memories be good?
but i now totally understand... the feelings that these people tried to convey... because, i want to rmbr all these down... no matter how long life may flow to...i hope i can be able to rmbr this day when i talked and talked and stayed in the cafe with my best friends... being able to talk as if there's no end... being able to rmbr memories that i have long forgotten.. memories that i thought i wouldn't have...
maybe this don't seem much to them... but throughout my life, i don't find anything memorable, worth to rmbr... until i've known them.. i hope i could rmbr everything...
maybe i've never tasted love, but i tasted something precious that i want to hold on to.
a message to everyone outside:
when you've thought you have nothing in this world... there's actually something... however, when happy times flow, you may easily forget.. but when it happens to you again remember to always remember....
I thank God this day.... that He had given me this life... i used to hate my life.. and maybe i still do.. but, i've started to like it when i knew Him, and now, i like my life a little bit more, because i have friends who make me want to remember....
i thank Him that He gave me this day, when i talked to them, when i could feel the happiness of having people beside you... no longer just alone.... no longer leaving this world without attachments... at least, leaving this world after knowing that their lives are well planned....
i thank You, that i have a family in melbourne, a family in Singapore, in Indonesia... But i also thank You that i have friends that now, stays in my heart wherever i go... maybe it sounds mushy... but i really thank You that i could meet these three... many coincidences that we couldn't see... many occassions that i couldn't even think of... many if's that i couldn't finish listing.. So i Thank You...
hurr yi xuan
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Read something from Jesica's blog, its sooooo super duper sweeet. I totally feel the same way too. hahha. Thanks for the post Jes. I love you! and Wendy and Christina, foreverrrr. hahah. ^^
i just went home, reached home after going out with xuan and chris... hmm... how do i start.....
i don't know if God had planned this... but my brother ended up going home and my sister and ervina parting with us and my mum and aunt going out.... me, xuan and chris were left alone and went to coffee bean....
after deciding to use all the coins that we have.. (maybe not all) and ice blended or not, mocha or not, we bought one ice cafe latte and sat down... we started reading a book... and after that we naturally started talking about the Gan Eng Seng School life we used to have.. then primary school life then..... we talked until late.... 9+pm...
staying at the cafe for 3+hours just with an order of $6.90 ice latte, it must be making the shop tenders mad... but.. we talked happily....
and when we were talking... there was once or twice when a thought of something missing comes to mind... wendy is missing.. i thought, how great it was if the four of us is here....
then.. i felt the pain of those whose memory cannot last long... on the bus on the way home... i thought... maybe, this is why people with short term memories cry and feel hurt and.....
honestly, i couldn't understand why must they cry over leaving out the memories they had... or when movies show tears and etc just because they couldn't remember any longer.... and sometimes, i even thought, wouldn't being able to forget about painful memories be good?
but i now totally understand... the feelings that these people tried to convey... because, i want to rmbr all these down... no matter how long life may flow to...i hope i can be able to rmbr this day when i talked and talked and stayed in the cafe with my best friends... being able to talk as if there's no end... being able to rmbr memories that i have long forgotten.. memories that i thought i wouldn't have...
maybe this don't seem much to them... but throughout my life, i don't find anything memorable, worth to rmbr... until i've known them.. i hope i could rmbr everything...
maybe i've never tasted love, but i tasted something precious that i want to hold on to.
a message to everyone outside:
when you've thought you have nothing in this world... there's actually something... however, when happy times flow, you may easily forget.. but when it happens to you again remember to always remember....
I thank God this day.... that He had given me this life... i used to hate my life.. and maybe i still do.. but, i've started to like it when i knew Him, and now, i like my life a little bit more, because i have friends who make me want to remember....
i thank Him that He gave me this day, when i talked to them, when i could feel the happiness of having people beside you... no longer just alone.... no longer leaving this world without attachments... at least, leaving this world after knowing that their lives are well planned....
i thank You, that i have a family in melbourne, a family in Singapore, in Indonesia... But i also thank You that i have friends that now, stays in my heart wherever i go... maybe it sounds mushy... but i really thank You that i could meet these three... many coincidences that we couldn't see... many occassions that i couldn't even think of... many if's that i couldn't finish listing.. So i Thank You...
hurr yi xuan
260890
hps gesps gess acjc nus biz
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