Monday, February 04, 2008 @ 6:55 PM
Didn't go to school today because of this annoying headache which makes me feel like vomitting whenever I got out of bed. Made me lost my appetite today as well. Ate like 1 sandwich and 1 cupcorn since I woke up. Was feeling sooo bored at home till Wendy decided to come over to visit me! hahah. And she got me cupcorn! Hahah. Had a greaaaaaaat time with her, just 2 of us lying on the bed, talking about anything and everything, commenting on pictures from my yearbook, eating my cupcorn. hahah. I really want to tell her how happy I am to have her in my life. ^^
Talked for 4hrs straight, I told her I need to cry because there's something in my mind that I need to let go of but I'm so tired tears just won't come out. So she told me to read some letters, look at some things, cryy and move on. After I read theletters, I didn't feel like crying at all. All the letters just amazed me about how feelings, love, promises can change within weeks, or even days. And how and the good times together, all the promises to get through everything together, and the strength we used to get from each other can be forgotten and gotten over so easily. There were really times when I thought it could be forever for the first time. But, life's so cruel :(
Okayyyy so after reading all the letters, kept everything in my cupboard thn I took out my yearbook and we had a good laugh at my class photo (me). hahah. I'll really study very hard so that I'll be so rich in the future that I can buy back all the yearbooks and destroyyyy them. hahah. Really had a great time with Wendy. hahah. Christina and Jesica should be here too. I miss themmmm :(
Its back to school tmr! ^^ KahHwee and Wendy says I have split personality. hahah. Cus I'm like a total different person at different time and it scares them. But its just bcus school makes me happy. hahah. I think i need to start studying soon. Im still at alkenes and I havent do my econs! Omg its 7.40pm alr! haha.
Before studying, I just wanna say.
I<3Wendy. I<3Christina. I<3Jesica. I<3Rachel. I<3Joan. I<3KahHwee. I<3YiLing. I<3Alicia. I<3Monster. I<3Tessa. I<3Felicia. I<3HuiTing. I<3Justine. I<3Pam. I<3Jeremy. I<3Calvin. I<3Irvin. I<3Eugene. I<3WeiTing. I<3Samuel. I<3S. I<3Jeco. I<3Joshua. I<3BingChia. I<3KaiSheng. I<3Ronald. I<3ShiChi. I<3Ashley. I<3G.
for all the little things they do for me and I've yet to have the chance to thank them. ^^ I have soooo much love inside for them! hahah. OK really gotta study alr. Brrrr. I hate Chem. Have fun studying everyone!
Feelings didn't fade
It was just deliberately pushed away
because of exhaustion, anger and disappointment.
Then, slowly, love is forgotten
Maybe there'll come a time when you finally have the courage and strength
To look inside your heart again,
You might just find all the feelings you've buried deep down inside
Like nothing has ever changed
And you'll find yourself loving, blessed
and be truly happy, once again
like how you used to feel
hurr yi xuan
260890
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Didn't go to school today because of this annoying headache which makes me feel like vomitting whenever I got out of bed. Made me lost my appetite today as well. Ate like 1 sandwich and 1 cupcorn since I woke up. Was feeling sooo bored at home till Wendy decided to come over to visit me! hahah. And she got me cupcorn! Hahah. Had a greaaaaaaat time with her, just 2 of us lying on the bed, talking about anything and everything, commenting on pictures from my yearbook, eating my cupcorn. hahah. I really want to tell her how happy I am to have her in my life. ^^
Talked for 4hrs straight, I told her I need to cry because there's something in my mind that I need to let go of but I'm so tired tears just won't come out. So she told me to read some letters, look at some things, cryy and move on. After I read theletters, I didn't feel like crying at all. All the letters just amazed me about how feelings, love, promises can change within weeks, or even days. And how and the good times together, all the promises to get through everything together, and the strength we used to get from each other can be forgotten and gotten over so easily. There were really times when I thought it could be forever for the first time. But, life's so cruel :(
Okayyyy so after reading all the letters, kept everything in my cupboard thn I took out my yearbook and we had a good laugh at my class photo (me). hahah. I'll really study very hard so that I'll be so rich in the future that I can buy back all the yearbooks and destroyyyy them. hahah. Really had a great time with Wendy. hahah. Christina and Jesica should be here too. I miss themmmm :(
Its back to school tmr! ^^ KahHwee and Wendy says I have split personality. hahah. Cus I'm like a total different person at different time and it scares them. But its just bcus school makes me happy. hahah. I think i need to start studying soon. Im still at alkenes and I havent do my econs! Omg its 7.40pm alr! haha.
Before studying, I just wanna say.
I<3Wendy. I<3Christina. I<3Jesica. I<3Rachel. I<3Joan. I<3KahHwee. I<3YiLing. I<3Alicia. I<3Monster. I<3Tessa. I<3Felicia. I<3HuiTing. I<3Justine. I<3Pam. I<3Jeremy. I<3Calvin. I<3Irvin. I<3Eugene. I<3WeiTing. I<3Samuel. I<3S. I<3Jeco. I<3Joshua. I<3BingChia. I<3KaiSheng. I<3Ronald. I<3ShiChi. I<3Ashley. I<3G.
for all the little things they do for me and I've yet to have the chance to thank them. ^^ I have soooo much love inside for them! hahah. OK really gotta study alr. Brrrr. I hate Chem. Have fun studying everyone!
Feelings didn't fade
It was just deliberately pushed away
because of exhaustion, anger and disappointment.
Then, slowly, love is forgotten
Maybe there'll come a time when you finally have the courage and strength
To look inside your heart again,
You might just find all the feelings you've buried deep down inside
Like nothing has ever changed
And you'll find yourself loving, blessed
and be truly happy, once again
like how you used to feel
hurr yi xuan
260890
hps gesps gess acjc nus biz
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