Woke up at 7AM today for some NUS camp. Was quite boring at some parts but quite fun sometimes too. Had to do some project and my project mates were really the best project mates I could ever get. They were on task, funny, efficient and really nice. Hope our presentation will be successful tmr!
Went to hospital to visit my cousin after that. Totally had no idea how to go from NUS to KK hospital. Finding my way out of NUS was already a challenge. So this was what I did.
NUS shuttle bus -> NUH to take 95 -> Bouna Vista Mrt to take mrt -> Bugis mrt
And when I reach Bugis mrt I didn't know where to go and I didn't know who to look for help. My mom asked me to wait for KK shuttle bus but no bus came! I felt so soo soo soo soo lost and lonely I almost cried on the spot -.- I hate that kinda feeling.
So anyway, I reached the hospital, which was like the last place I wanna be in. I'm like hospitalphobic. I'll always cough whnever I stepped into a hospital cus I'll feel like vomitting and I'll be very scared of everything in the hospital at the thought of so many things which had happened in the hospital. So being in a hospital made me feel very very uncomfortable, seeing at all the poor kids on the bed looking so sick made it worse plus the lost and lonely feeling at the busstop was still felt. All these really made me stoned for a very long while at the hospital.
But it got much better after awhile. Thank you. :) And I started to worry about my cousin cus she wasn't looking too good and worry about my uncle and auntie too cus their eyes were all teary and they were so so worried. Talked to them for awhile, told them what I heard from the doctor, told them that I'll dropped by whnever I have free time, and I'll go find out more info from the internet and they looked so much more relieved after that. I can actually make people feel less worried, I'm so proud of myself :)
I'll try to overcome my fear of hospital for now. ANDDD I swear I'll take very good care of my health from now onwards and not let myself have any chance to be admitted in any hospital for any reason. BUT, unfortunately, if I still fall sick, I WON'TTTTT ever stay in the hospital. I would rather go have alot alot of fun or just stay at home and wait for it to heal.
Ok enough about hospital. Stupid hospital. Sleeeeping time. Early morning tmr AGAIN. AND ITS EASTERRRRRR SUNDAY! Gdnite ppl!
All the rumours still kills me, please just let me off.