Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 12:26 AM
I'm feeling alot of things now. Many many many things going through my mind for the entire day. I've actually got alot to blog about. But I guess its better for me to think through it carefully first before I blog about it.
Heard a few things today, which pretty much killed my mood. It got me thinking, maybe I'm just trying very hard to pretend. Pretend that I can just throw all the shit behind me and just laugh my days away and mug my ass off till A's. I'm so tired of trying. Sometimes it gets so tiring, especially when I hear this kinda things at this point of time, it just hit me right smack on my face.
Sometimes I'll start to think. Why do I have to meet circumstances like this, why do I have to face all this, why do I have to meet people like these, why do people always misinterpret what I mean but continue passing it around thinking that they're right, why do I have to bear consequences of other's guilt or those funny thoughts they have just because they were being paranoid and why do I screw up everything that I had, have or supposedly have. Sometimes I feel that I'm big-hearted enough to let everything go, but sometimes, like now, I just dig on it.
But then again, I guess this is what people need to go through. Meeting the wrong people, being in the wrong situations or hearing the wrong things make us grow into a better person in the future. Going through shit makes people stronger than the rest. I'm hoping I can see a reason for all that is happening now in the future. Not soon, but I know I definitely will.
Other than all these, I've been pretty busy nowadays. Studying, ice-skating, movies, catching up, drinking, studying, studying.
Studying and Tessa and Same Same is so much fun. They're so super duper funny that it just makes me feel less stress studying with them. Love both of them!
Oh and I love Jesica too! I'm so so so so glad you came back this time. Thanks for accompanying me to study and just hanging around with me these few days. Reminds me of the good old days. You're always just a call away. I love you so so so so much!
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I'm feeling alot of things now. Many many many things going through my mind for the entire day. I've actually got alot to blog about. But I guess its better for me to think through it carefully first before I blog about it.
Heard a few things today, which pretty much killed my mood. It got me thinking, maybe I'm just trying very hard to pretend. Pretend that I can just throw all the shit behind me and just laugh my days away and mug my ass off till A's. I'm so tired of trying. Sometimes it gets so tiring, especially when I hear this kinda things at this point of time, it just hit me right smack on my face.
Sometimes I'll start to think. Why do I have to meet circumstances like this, why do I have to face all this, why do I have to meet people like these, why do people always misinterpret what I mean but continue passing it around thinking that they're right, why do I have to bear consequences of other's guilt or those funny thoughts they have just because they were being paranoid and why do I screw up everything that I had, have or supposedly have. Sometimes I feel that I'm big-hearted enough to let everything go, but sometimes, like now, I just dig on it.
But then again, I guess this is what people need to go through. Meeting the wrong people, being in the wrong situations or hearing the wrong things make us grow into a better person in the future. Going through shit makes people stronger than the rest. I'm hoping I can see a reason for all that is happening now in the future. Not soon, but I know I definitely will.
Other than all these, I've been pretty busy nowadays. Studying, ice-skating, movies, catching up, drinking, studying, studying.
Studying and Tessa and Same Same is so much fun. They're so super duper funny that it just makes me feel less stress studying with them. Love both of them!
Oh and I love Jesica too! I'm so so so so glad you came back this time. Thanks for accompanying me to study and just hanging around with me these few days. Reminds me of the good old days. You're always just a call away. I love you so so so so much!
说者无心，听者有意. Classic.
hurr yi xuan
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