Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 9:57 PM
Ok I haven't been blogging since forever. Ok fine, it has only been a week. Didn't go online so often anymore, but studying's not really productive either. Im starting Nitrogen Compounds for chem, Complex for math, and I haven't even start any revision for econs. 2 weeks more and I don't know how am I going to finish those J2 topics which I'm not even familiar with. And, I'm not even start to work hard now. I'm still thinking of going for the NATAS fair after the night at the viewing mall at the airport seeing planes taking off. It just makes me wanna leave this place so so so much more. Ok I was just thinking. Prelims first.
Last week was a busy one. Time really really flies. It felt like Mon yesterday and guess what, tmr's Mon again -.- Haven't even done anything productive.
I don't know what I was feeling the past week, towards everyone and everything. It just seemed like nothing matters to me at all, other than A lvls, maybe.
For those who lost 2 friends this week, I guess its really hard to cope but it really tells us that we should start living for today and treasure everyone around us.
Tell your loved ones how much you love them and how much you care for them, talk to your old friends and let them know that you still remember them, learn to forgive and forget cus you'll never know when you'll still have the chance to.
For a few weeks I was thinking of doing something for myself on my birthday to keep myself occupied since everyone will be having their exams by then and I'm the only pro who finish prelims first. That is writing 18 letters to 18 people who affected me in one way or another. At first I thought it was quite cool and was really excited about it but as the days goes by I got lazier and lazier and the thought of doing that just died down day by day. But after hearing the news about losing 2 friends within a week, I guess I'll put my ultimate laziness aside first to do something..meaningful i guess.
And so Dumbass said my blog's like a lyrics site. And guess what, I found out that HS actually has a playlist named YX in his ipod with the songs I've posted in my blog. I was very surprised but happy too to know that people like my songs too! :) And now, another song before I go back to books again.
Avril Lavigne - Take Me Away
I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside, all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do
I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
I'm going no where (on and on and)
I'm getting no where (on and on and on)
Take me away
I'm going no where (on and on and on and on)
(and off and on and off and on)
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away
Take me away